sheesh! i am starting to get so nervous about delivering this baby almost to the point that im dreading it.... not that im not ready to meet my little guy... because believe me im more than ready for that!!! i am just soo scared about actually giving birth and how im going to feel/ look like after! And my mother doesnt make it any easier with her horror stories.... about how i will most definitely either tear or get an episiotomy. ahg... i am just not convinced that everything can go back to normal! anyone else feeling this way?