I feel so guilty!! For some reason i just have my hopes set on a little girl. I use to always imagine myself with a boy though. But my mind has changed. I know i will love the child unconditionaly no matter the sex. and i do already. but ive been feeling scared to find out the sex cus if i hear its a boy im afraid ill cry and maybe not be as happy. Im trying to tell myself the gender does not matter at all and that im going to have a baby. but i cant stop feeling that way.. has anyone else experienced this or does any one have any advice please i dont want to be partial to the gender at all it isnt right..