In the last year since we have been trying to get pregnant, literally 14 babies have been born into our family or are currently on their way. How many people are going to get pregnant before it?s our turn already?!?! I of course put on my big fake smile and in my big fake happy voice say "That's GREAT news!!! Pass along our congratulations!! I'm SOOO happy for her!!".
Really I want to say in my hormonal drug induced bitchy state "What the fertile? Why are you telling me this? So happy that now everyone has a baby and we don't...thanks for sharing the news. Please....put that in your pacifier and suck it". But.......I don't.
I pull out of somewhere tucked deep down inside my polycystic ovary a big "That's so wonderful"! I respond this way because I have discovered that apparently it?s not socially acceptable to become a
raging infertile lunatic in public, because I'm strong and I
refuse to show anyone my jealous and bitter side, because I know
it?s actually good news even if it doesn?t feel that way, and because one
day IT WILL BE my turn too. Now if everyone could please just keep their legs crossed until I get my BFP....that would be great. Thanks in advance to my excessively fertile family and friends.