I've been thinking about this a lot lately and for a couple of days now. This may not be a very popular view but It's mine. It seems like everyday there's some post about how hard it is to see babies or hear about others baby news. I don't feel that way. I feel joyous for those expecting and just want to stare into the tiny twinkling eyes babies. I know I'm not very far on my TTC road, but I think if I loose the feeling of happiness for others; then my loss has taken far more from me then I could bear. I know some day, some way I will be a mother. I'm not a religious person but I do believe in faith and karma. It's not those things that drive me or make me want to feel so amazed by children. It's just part of who I am. I think the best thing that has come from this is my true appreciation for life...in all forms.