TTC After a Loss

*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

Sorry for the late post ladies!

What's your confession tonight?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***  

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  • Today I hate my job.  Tomorrow is day 7, just so a co-worker can take some time off, but not only that, she calls our boss to say she is going to be back later than she thought.  I want to punch her in the face.

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  • Okay, mine is TMI and I'm totally embarrassed but I have to tell someone. I had my D&C this morning and I totally had a bad case of nerves before going in (a little background on me. I definitely get a bad case of upset stomach/gas when I'm nervous) I just know that while knocked out I was not able to hold this in because I had major gas before going in and major gas after :/ I'm so mortified lol. Told you TMI :)
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  • I cried while watching "An Officer and a Gentleman" im such a cry baby..Crying
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  • image lauren.cus:
    Okay, mine is TMI and I'm totally embarrassed but I have to tell someone. I had my D&C this morning and I totally had a bad case of nerves before going in (a little background on me. I definitely get a bad case of upset stomach/gas when I'm nervous) I just know that while knocked out I was not able to hold this in because I had major gas before going in and major gas after :/ I'm so mortified lol. Told you TMI :)

    I'm sorry about your D&C today. I hope you recover quickly ((hugs)). Don't worry about the gas. I'm sure the docs have seen it all :)

    I got a little bit of extra money from a Craigslist sale. I've been telling my DH that I'm completely broke. I'm hoping he'll feel sorry for me and take me out to eat this weekend...with HIS money Devil.

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  • Mine is that I don't really want to bump tonight, that I would rather take a shower and go to bed, but i am here because I would feel guilty not participating at all today and like you all would forget me if I was MIA all weekend.
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  • I find myself wondering tonight if I actually want to reproduce because if I do then I am introducing a child who one day will have to experience the pain of this world (and it seems to have a lot of pain today).
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  • I ate half of a med. pizza tonight. What a waste of the 60mins of cardio I put in at the gym.

  • I had chicken fingers for dinner - yay for health Hmm

    I'm listening to the yet another George Carlin show on Netflix and its sick how much I think like this guy did...

    With DH out of town still, tomorrow all I plan on doing is hitting the gym and shopping... all day.  

    I just picked my nose.

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     I just picked my nose.


    LOL! You made me laugh! I pick mine, too, lol. Yes

    I have been bitchy SO bad today! AF showed yesterday for the first time since November (!) and since I went off BCP and I just feel like ripping out everyone's throat tonight! Poor DH. I feel bad for him. You should send him some T&P, lol.

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  • I had never cried about my loss... until Thursday night. I went out with some girls and after no dinner and four drinks I let it all out. I mean BAWLING at the bar. I have never been a sad drunk before but I cried. Cried all night long. My friends were super nice about it and wiped my tears and bought me more drinks! lol!

     

    Then... af came on friday.

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