After about 10 minutes of trying to delete/edit my post, I FINALLY made it happen.
I'm sorry everyone. That was a terrible post. Just because I'm a paranoid freak, doesn't mean I should be throwing my irrational fears in the faces of expecting parents. That's just stupid! I promise to be smarter with my posts form this point forward!
(..and for the record, even though it scares the sh!t outta me, I am proud, honored and happy to be raising my kids in this world)
Re: I DD'd!!
I didn't see your original post but I wantr you to know you aren't alone. I am well aware I suffer from anxiety issues and probably think about these things more than most, but I am consumed by fears of child molesters, kidnappers, being a victim of violent crime etc. Drunk driving, when she goes to college, it never stops.
In fact, I was up until 3 AM last night worrying about DD when we go to Spring Training. She is spending 2 days with my parents and the next 2 with the ILs and I am terrified of my parents driving her on the highway to ILs house. I have images of a fiery crash, ugh, I'll stop now.
DD #1 born 9/07 ** DD #2 born 7/11 ** Operation Take Back My Body has begun 10/11
Upcoming Races
Gobble Wobble 5K 11/24/11 - Abington, PA 29:40
Superbowl 10K 02/05/12 - Allentown, PA 54:28 PR!!!!
Broad Street 10 Mile Run 05/06/12 - Philadelphia, PA 1:30:44
Rock and Roll Half Marathon 09/16/12 - Philadelphia, PA
Philadelphia (Half?!?) Marathon 11/18/12 - Philadelphia, PA
I hope you didn't DD off my reply
Was there a sh!tstorm or something after I posted?
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
*So proud and so lucky to be the mommy of two beautiful little girls
and one handsome little man*
RJ~5.17.2005~born @ 37w due to IUGR~4lbs 15ozs
Al~4.5.2008~born big and healthy @ 38w~7lbs 9.5ozs
Lil man~5.20.2011~born big and healthy @ 39w (after one he!! of a pregnancy)~8lbs 1oz
hehe...it's all good. I think I'll ban my child from watching Fox news, but totally allow them to watch MTV.
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12