I have felt particularly jerky but also grateful in many ways this holiday season. I lost my baby at 10 weeks a few days after Thanksgiving. Meanwhile, my boss's husband has cancer, a coworker lost his mother on Christmas Eve, another coworker lost her mother, etc. It makes me feel bad about complaining. I really have tried to watch who I complain to, because I feel like there are others in much worse situations then I am. It's a very confusing feeling. It does make me feel grateful for what I do have, but makes it hard to grieve too.
Does anyone else feel this way?