DH and I just found out we're pregnant after miscarrying back in September. At first I was thrilled and so relieved. But now, with every little cramp (which my doctor assured me is just the embryo implanting itself) gives me since of doom. I'm fighting getting attached in fear of another loss even though my doctor told me there is no reason to except anything to go wrong.
With my first pregnancy, everything seemed fine. My stomach was growing and, I thought, my first trimester symptoms were finally gone. Then after "12 weeks" of being pregnant I found out our little one had died shortly after week 8.
How do I get past the sense of doom and fear to be able to enjoy being pregnant? I want to be happy and excited but at the same time I don't was to get hurt again.
Re: Too scared to enjoy it this time around
HI there....We also suffered a m/c is September and we were just devastated. We were so ready to make our family complete but it just wasn't meant to be.
This time around I feel the same way as you do, when I was having the Stretch cramping I was just terrified to go to the restroom...but so far so good and we have already passed our milestone.
So my advice to you (and this has really helped us), Everyday I rub my tummy and tell the LO that I love him/her. And I say Today I am pregnant and I love my baby.
HTH
And Congrats and Best of luck to you!! H&H 9months to you!
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I feel the same way you do, OP, but I also do something similar to what dudaisy does and I do think it helps!