Just a good old fashioned vent...
I woke up this morning with the whole right side of my face swollen, particularly around my eye. The swelling has gone down a little, but my eye is about half-way swollen shut still. No pain or itching involved, so I am at a complete loss.
Then I got the call that my progesterone is low. I don't think its a good sign and have pretty much given up hope for a positive beta Monday. I told DH, and he actually started to tear up. That was an unexpected reaction, since he usually takes everything in stride. I feel we both recognized that we are truly in this together and equally helpless and powerless over the situation.
Then my Grandma who has moderate Alzheimer's was admitted to the hospital. She evidently was exhibiting signs of a stroke. Fortunately she just has a severe bladder infection at this point. She got admitted. This is the third time this has happened in the last 2 years, and for some reason the infection makes her Alzheimer's much worse. I praying this ends up being an easy in and out treatment.
So, I am in a funk tonight. I took a nap when I got home. DH has been really sweet. But I am an emotional wreck.
Thanks for listening as always. Don't know what I'd do without you! :-)