I just found out today that baby sturj is no longer with me. It feels so weird because I still FEEL pregnant. The ultrasound technician could not even find a sac, and I'm supposed to be 7 weeks 2 days, so they should have seen that at the very least. The radiologist told me that there is no baby there, but evidence that there was an implantation but it self aborted. Is it possible to feel like a bad mother already? How did I not know? No cramping, nothing, just the littlest amount of spotting over last weekend -- and that was it. No more baby. I had my hcg levels tested last week and they rose 66% in 48 hrs, so I thought at least things were progressing. My husband says we'll try again, but that's honestly the last thing I want to do think about. I just can't believe it. What do you do now? I did tell my close family, but I feel at a loss for how to tell them that I'm not pregnant anymore.