I know I've been complaining a lot lately, and I'm really sorry. But I have no where to turn, DH tries his best, but he doesn't understand, he just wants me to be safe and healthy and happy. But I'm scared and after nice comments last night and I *think* I felt flutters last night too... I was feeling more confident that things were ok. Then I go to the bathroom at work tonight, and blood on my underware, and i wipe and blood- red blood. It was only a bit, but enough to cause concern, and its red, I went again about an hour later and nothing, A little brown blood when I stuck toilet paper up there to make sure (sorry TMI) I'm so scared, and worried, and nervous. I start my new job tomorrow, and then I'm calling my dr, or going to the ER depending. I'm jsut so nervous and scared and really just want to be convinced once and for all that everything is ok.
I thought the bleeding was over after the first few weeks of spotting. Now this?!?! I'm terrified!!!! I'm trying to stay calm and convince myself everything is ok, but its just not working, and its so hard.... I'm gonna try to get some sleep because I have to be up early and focus tomorrow on my new job, but I just want to be with DH (who's at work... and I'm sleeping at my old work tonight) and cry.... :/ T & P are very much appreciated.
Again, i'm sorry for complaining, but i have to get it out otherwise i'll just melt.