I hired a babysitter today to watch Henry twice a week from now until the middle of August. I am taking three 1 month classes which means I have to do all of the work in 1/4 of the time of a regular semester.
I know this is best for me and for H because I feel like sometimes I neglect him (put him in the bouncer and turn on the TV) when I have to get something done, but I feel horrible about it for some reason. I feel like by hiring the babysitter I'm saying I don't want to spend time with him even though I know logically that is not what I'm doing.
Please tell me I'm being foolish and that he will have a blast playing with the cutest 18yr old I've ever seen. Oh and I'll be home 99% of the time she's watching him and I'm not sure if that makes it better or worse.