I think I have the baby blues already. DD was misbehaving today (too long to post about), although she really has never acted-out before... like ever, and it just got to me... wondering how in the world I am going to handle 2 kids? Looking back, I'm sure my preg hormones got in the way of my good judgement and she was trying to make the best of it. I feel horrible for trying to make her take her nap, even though she slept 10 min in the car on the way home from lunch, which usually screws her for a real nap. Not sure why I didn't "get" that at the time. DH was sweet and scheduled a mani/pedi for me tonight so I missed her going to sleep:( I want to go lay with her now so badly, but I know I don't fit comfortably in her bed next to her anymore (a twin) LOL. She'll wake up and ask me to leave (smartypants). So, I'll wait until morning. I need to plan something fun for us to do together tomorrow, I think. I've been concentrating too much on nesting/making things "perfect" before babe #2 arrives, that I'm thinking she's sensing being put a bit on the back burner. I feel like crap-ola.
Oh yeah, and I'm due in like a few days only, and although I love that I'm still pregnant for lots of reasons (1 being that the longer I stay pregnant, the longer state disability allows me to stay home; 1 being that I still have to finish DD's photo album for the past 1.5 yrs--haven't started yet... eek!), I wish I was done with the labor part already. I'm just grumpy and tired, I think.
Okay, who is next?