I think my water broke and I'm NOT ready! I've been crying for 3 hours. I thought I had another month! I'm not ready!
I haven't met with the pediatrician. I'm just now doing the first load of baby clothes. I haven't even painted the nursery yet. We're only kinda sure about the name we want to give him. My mom wont be able to come for at least another week to 10 days. My house is a disaster! I don't have a breast pump yet. I don't have the cloth diapers I wanted for him. (Which means I have NO diapers because we weren't going to do disposables!)
I'm freaking just a bit.
I just got off the phone with the doc. He wants me to get ready and come in to be checked. Thankfully we've decided not to do internals and I'm GBS negative. Because of those 2 factors, he's not worried about risk of infection. Since I'm not contracting yet, he says that he'll still probably send me home even if my water has broken. We'll start talking about encouraging labor tomorrow morning if I haven't started contracting. I love my laid back doctor!
Tell me it'll be ok. Babies don't know how much mommy is ready. I'm going to get in the shower. I'll keep you girls posted!