Last week I developed a rash that looked a lot like PUPPPS. ?It was horribly uncomfortable and I was terrified that it was going to last for 7 months. ?I kept complaining that I couldn't live with it for so long and what was I going to do. ?It ended up just being an allergic reaction and it went away a few days later.
Now that I have m/c, I feel horribly guilty for all of the pregnancy related issues that I complained about- having a rash, nausea, gaining weight, not being able to drink, etc. ?I would gladly live with an itchy, burning rash if it meant I could have my baby back. ?I would be sick every day and never drink again in my life. ?I just feel horrible for making it seem like the baby was a burden. ?If I could take it all back, I would.
Is anyone else experiencing this feeling of guilt? ?I know that everyone says this is not my fault and there is nothing I could've done, but I just can't help feeling this way. ?I'm driving myself crazy.?