After going through other posts trying to see if anyone feels how I have been feeling, I think I may be alone in this.
I have been feeling so depressed. I don't know what it is. Sometimes I don't feel excited about the baby. Maybe I will once we find out what it is but people ask me, "aren't you excited?" in my mind I say no, not yet. I want to be happy and excited but I'm just not which in turn makes me feel worse. I am having the hardest time with the change in my body. I don't feel like myself. What if I never get excited? I am terrified that I won't be happy once the baby comes. Maybe I am just terrified all around. Maybe its just these hormones.