I think the past month and a half of constantly not feeling well has finally taken it's toll on me. This weekend I didn't even get dressed. I spent all day either in bed or on the couch. Yesterday I was thrilled to have the day off and was hoping to get caught up on lots of chores and make dinner for the week. I did nothing. The only thing I did yesterday besides lay on the couch and eat (b/c I had to) was take a shower. I am constantly exhausted and weak...all I feel like doing is crying and sleeping. Even when I take a shower I have to sit down halfway through b/c I feel so lousy. I'm also tired of nothing ever appealing when it comes time to eat. I wish I could enjoy my food, but all I can do is choke it down and hope it doesn't come back up. I know I am feeling sorry for myself and it isn't helping matters, but right now I am not is a good place emotionally. I cried in my car in the parking lot at work this morning b/c I really wanted to go home and go back to bed. I don't know when I turned into such a crier!!!
I know it will get better, but right now I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I guess I am just looking for some support! Thanks in advance for listening to my pity party.