Any NGMs in here who could chat?

Melc2016

I'm a new mom (non-gestational). My son is 2 months old. My wife carried him. 

I've been having a hard time finding my place and have been more emotional than I thought I would ever be. I guess just wondering if there is anyone who has had the same experience that I could talk to. I have been feeling pretty alone lately and left out. 

TIA

JelliRob29

My (non-gestational) child won't be born until February, but I'm willing to chat if you want to chat with someone who is just starting the process?