One of the biggest things I hear is that motherhood teaches you how to be patient. I'm curious, how do you feel you've changed since either becoming pregnant or having children if you aren't a FTM?
I suck at delayed gratification. I don't want much but when I want it, I want it asap. I want to know the sex of this baby so bad, 12 days and counting until my anatomy scan and if their legs are crossed and make it hard to see, I will be so frustrated. However, I give myself so much credit for not going to a boutique place or getting the NIPT for the sole reason of learning the sex early. Baby steps, you know?
Before I was a mom, noisy kids toys drove me NUTS. But now for some reason they just don't. And I have gained a lot of patience. Don't get me wrong, there are days when that patience is tested, or just runs thin, but overall my patience has grown by leaps and bounds.
It's so different with your own kid(s). I'm not a huge fan of kids in general (I like a couple besides my own basically) so I was always kinda worried I was gonna be a terrible mom, but you should really believe people when they say it's different with your own.
I still don't like other people's kids though... Haha
This is our third, and I've mellowed a ton since having our daughter. I learned to trust my instincts when it comes to my kids and have always known exactly what was wrong or what they needed. I've learned to fight for them and be their advocates....which has translated to my own life, too.
My 2.5 year old DS test my patience daily I still struggle but think I'm improving. Noisy toys, screaming and running like a maniac used to drive me crazy and now if he's not whining/crying I can tolerate anything. I will have to say my anxiety went through the roof in the newborn stage and I hope I can relax more the second go round.
I just stressed about every little thing it's just my personality. He didn't sleep through the night till 1 year so the sleep deprivation didn't help. I just worried about everything he was barely 5 pounds when born and I was always worried about him getting enough nursing. I was really borderline crazy when it came to his scheduled feedings, naps etc and I let it dominat our life completely. Now my son is super picky and wants everything to go a certain way! I'm going to try my hardest to go with the flow and chill ax this time.
-Ever so slightly more patient (maybe) -More tolerant and appreciative of everyone's particular personalities, gifts and quirks (read: annoying stuff) -Have a real fear of death for the first time in my life, because I can't leave them without a mother. After my daughter was born, I had a serious fear of drowning for a few years - I've grown up with the ocean my whole life, and am a strong swimmer -I now understand unconditional love. I think it only comes with your own children & dogs -Exhausted. The last time I was well-rested was 2004;)
I will also say I'm more exhausted than I ever thought possible. My son is 17 months old and I can count the number of times he's slept all night on one hand.
I'm REALLY hoping baby girl is a better sleeper than her brother....
I think patience is a big one. I'm constantly amazed by how patient I am with my 2.5 yo DD (as PP have said, I'm not perfect, but I'm so much better than I thought I'd be). I think the biggest change is just adjusting my life to accommodate this little person who is so reliant on me. My sense of myself as an independent person changed. It was a struggle at first. Every once in a while I want a minute alone, but they need you. It's hard to find a balance that works.
I am a bit of a control freak and a perfectionist. Motherhood has definitely taught me patience and at times flying by the seat of my pants. My house is not always as clean as it used to be, I forget things and I definitely am not as organized as I used to be. But I have realized that it is okay! Everything will be okay in the chaos. My kiddo has definitely changed me for the better!
Pregnancy has taught my baby comes first... Making decisions for the baby's health and well being instead of my wants and desires. Not drinking, avoid certain foods, not picking up my 45lb niece, etc.
I'm cleaning out our third bedroom for a nursery (I was using it as a large walk in closet and dressing room) so I had to get rid of so much stuff to make room for baby. Nothing like throwing out purses and shoes to realize baby comes first!
I am more forgiving, even with my husband. I don't know what triggered it, but I just let things go more often.
Me too!! I used to hold a grudge or stay mad for so long. It's like the little things don't matter as much once you have a baby just health and happiness!
It improved my self-confidence, in all areas. I feel more like a competent, responsible adult now, not like I'm just pretending at being a grown-up. Even though I often have the distinct feeling that I don't know what I'm doing and life throws a lot more challenges at me, I am a lot less likely to freeze up now and I can power through challenges rather than just panicking and being avoidant. It also improved my relationship to my body, even though I didn't lose all the baby weight from my 1st before becoming pregnant with my 2nd. I have a less shallow, selfish view of my body now, and I appreciate how well it carried/delivered my first and continues to nourish her and the new baby.
I also feel a lot more grateful for things in my life. I really appreciate my family and the support and love they give to me, my husband, and my child. I appreciate the time I spend with my daughter and also the quiet moments when it's just me and my husband or when I'm just relaxing by myself. The pace of life feels a lot faster so I tend to take it for granted less.
It's also rearranged my priorities so I get less worked up about trivial stuff. I'm much more calm about work, money, etc. Everything seems "small" in comparison to the importance of family. I'm much busier these days but also more relaxed. I guess you could call it patience
I think I'll change much more when the baby is actually here. However, I don't know if this corresponds with age as well (just getting older) or what. But I've been able to recognize fair weather friends much faster. I've been able to sense who I can trust and who I want involved in my child's life. I guess you could say I've become more intuitive. Whereas before baby I would just make excuses for things like "it's my fault they don't come around or whatever"....as soon as I couldn't be someone's drinking buddy or clubbing friend (single or married friends) the invitations stopped. The rude comments started. Lol. I'm sure I'm not the only one going through this. Just didn't realize 25 was"too young to ruin your life" as some people I've kicked to the curb have said.
I no longer poop alone, unless I'm at work. I shower once on the weekends. My immune system has seen a library of viruses I didn't know existed. I realized that much of my nice personality is predicated on me having consumed caffeine. I haven't seen a movie in years. I appreciate a date night like never before. I learned how to function on no sleep. I simultaneously don't care about fashion but appreciate feeling fresh and pulled together like never before. I was too hot for a minivan, now I'm hot enough to still be hot with a minivan. My body is not what it used to be but I'm proud of what it's done for me and my family. I'm a more conscientious spouse, making sure I feed our relationship. I've become a momma bear. I put my kids need before my own - most of the time. I don't have time or energy to be anything but confident and I don't have time for BS. I love my kids on a whole new and deeper level than I even knew existed.
I think it's already "softened" me a bit. I'm typically a no nonsense, non emotional, keep-it-together kinda girl but ... My lil boy growing in me has made me a lil mushy about the mushier things in life
Re: How has your pregnancy/motherhood changed you?
It's so different with your own kid(s). I'm not a huge fan of kids in general (I like a couple besides my own basically) so I was always kinda worried I was gonna be a terrible mom, but you should really believe people when they say it's different with your own.
I still don't like other people's kids though... Haha
Mrs. H
Crohn's Dx: August 2008
Endometriosis Dx: May 2010
Married: 05/19/2012
TTC #1: June 2013
BFP: December 2013
DS: Born 08/29/2014
TTC #2: July 2015
BFP #2: September 25, 2015
I will have to say my anxiety went through the roof in the newborn stage and I hope I can relax more the second go round.
Sgoldberg247 I feel you. I have my U/S for gender in almost a week and I'm just like urrrrrgh I want it now!
NLewis1 Yes!!
HeartLikeMine3 Anxiety from colic/not sleeping/being an FTM or something else?
>-More tolerant and appreciative of everyone's particular personalities, gifts and quirks (read: annoying stuff)
-Have a real fear of death for the first time in my life, because I can't leave them without a mother. After my daughter was born, I had a serious fear of drowning for a few years - I've grown up with the ocean my whole life, and am a strong swimmer
-I now understand unconditional love. I think it only comes with your own children & dogs
-Exhausted. The last time I was well-rested was 2004;)
I'm REALLY hoping baby girl is a better sleeper than her brother....
Mrs. H
Crohn's Dx: August 2008
Endometriosis Dx: May 2010
Married: 05/19/2012
TTC #1: June 2013
BFP: December 2013
DS: Born 08/29/2014
TTC #2: July 2015
BFP #2: September 25, 2015
I think the biggest change is just adjusting my life to accommodate this little person who is so reliant on me. My sense of myself as an independent person changed. It was a struggle at first. Every once in a while I want a minute alone, but they need you. It's hard to find a balance that works.
I'm cleaning out our third bedroom for a nursery (I was using it as a large walk in closet and dressing room) so I had to get rid of so much stuff to make room for baby. Nothing like throwing out purses and shoes to realize baby comes first!
Baby #2 Due 3/7/20
I also feel a lot more grateful for things in my life. I really appreciate my family and the support and love they give to me, my husband, and my child. I appreciate the time I spend with my daughter and also the quiet moments when it's just me and my husband or when I'm just relaxing by myself. The pace of life feels a lot faster so I tend to take it for granted less.
It's also rearranged my priorities so I get less worked up about trivial stuff. I'm much more calm about work, money, etc. Everything seems "small" in comparison to the importance of family. I'm much busier these days but also more relaxed. I guess you could call it patience
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>I no longer poop alone, unless I'm at work. I shower once on the weekends. My immune system has seen a library of viruses I didn't know existed. I realized that much of my nice personality is predicated on me having consumed caffeine. I haven't seen a movie in years. I appreciate a date night like never before. I learned how to function on no sleep. I simultaneously don't care about fashion but appreciate feeling fresh and pulled together like never before. I was too hot for a minivan, now I'm hot enough to still be hot with a minivan. My body is not what it used to be but I'm proud of what it's done for me and my family. I'm a more conscientious spouse, making sure I feed our relationship. I've become a momma bear. I put my kids need before my own - most of the time. I don't have time or energy to be anything but confident and I don't have time for BS. I love my kids on a whole new and deeper level than I even knew existed.