I just went to the bathroom and there was blood on my pad. It wasn't a lot and it was very light in color. There was nothing when I wiped. I don't know what to think but I'm scared.
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
More bleeding now. I think it just didn't stick. I know my urine was diluted but by now I should still at least get a faint positive. There was NOTHING. I just can't believe it. I didn't even see it coming. This is so unfair.
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
Thank you everyone. The bleeding is heavier today and my symptoms are gone. At least it happened early enough this time that I won't need surgery. I am heartbroken- again. I had so many positive signs this time and I thought everything was going to be ok. I really didn't see this coming.
We can't go through this again. Seven losses is enough. My h is going to get a vasectomy.
I somehow have to find a way to move on from the dream of having a sibling for our daughter. It isn't going to be easy, but I know that we are so lucky to have her since my body obviously just doesn't want to do this. I hope she won't grow up feeling lonely wishing she had a brother or sister. It just isn't going to happen.
I've enjoyed being on this board again among so many wonderful and supportive women. I hope all of you find your happy ending. I am going to take some time to lick my wounds. It would have been easier had I not gotten pregnant again. I don't understand why this had to happen if it was just going to end this way. It's no use asking why.
I will be back on the parenting 35 board where I truly hope to see each and every one of you someday. I'm sure I will lurk here and there to see how you are doing. Best of luck to everyone- all of my gratitude for your support.
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
My heart is breaking for you. I can't imagine 7 losses. I hope you find peace soon in your decision. Your daughter will be fine, she has you and that's the most. important thing.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please don't worry about your daughter wishing for a sibling-as an only child, I was grateful for my wonderful parents and never felt like anything was lacking. I'm sure your daughter will feel the same.
I'm so sorry you are going through this. It's just so sad. I know how hard it must have been to make a decision to move on and to stop trying. But it sounds like it's the right thing for both of you. I know your daughter is so lucky to have such wonderful, loving, devoted parents and that's what matters most in life. Hugs!
ME: 36 (PCOS), DH: excellent SA NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
m/c @ 7w (4/22/14), m/c @ 6w (11/19/14) 11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!! Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805 12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)! 1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm) EDD: 8/10/16 8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches 5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo) Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1
Oh no! I'm so sorry hun. I hope you can find some time to heal and be with your daughter. This is so unfair. ((hugs))
TTC #1
me- 37, DH- 38
Married 6.28.14, started TTC right away BFP Nov 2015, PPROM Feb 2016 ER #1 May 2017, 15 retrieved, 10 fertilized, 3 day 5. ER#2 July 2017, 22 retrieved, 13 fertilized, 6 day 5/6 9 embryos tested for pgs and pgd. FET #1 9.29.17- 1 embryo-BFN FET#2 12.19.17- I embryo-BFP 1/1/18! Happy New Year to me! EDD 9/6/18 Baby boy born 9.11.18- the love of my life!
Re: Scared
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!!
Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805
12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)!
1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm)
EDD: 8/10/16
8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches
5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo)
Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
We can't go through this again. Seven losses is enough. My h is going to get a vasectomy.
I somehow have to find a way to move on from the dream of having a sibling for our daughter. It isn't going to be easy, but I know that we are so lucky to have her since my body obviously just doesn't want to do this. I hope she won't grow up feeling lonely wishing she had a brother or sister. It just isn't going to happen.
I've enjoyed being on this board again among so many wonderful and supportive women. I hope all of you find your happy ending. I am going to take some time to lick my wounds. It would have been easier had I not gotten pregnant again. I don't understand why this had to happen if it was just going to end this way. It's no use asking why.
I will be back on the parenting 35 board where I truly hope to see each and every one of you someday. I'm sure I will lurk here and there to see how you are doing. Best of luck to everyone- all of my gratitude for your support.
I can't imagine 7 losses.
I hope you find peace soon in your decision.
Your daughter will be fine, she has you and that's the most. important thing.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
You'll be on my thoughts.
NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!!
Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805
12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)!
1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm)
EDD: 8/10/16
8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches
5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo)
Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
BFP Nov 2015, PPROM Feb 2016
ER #1 May 2017, 15 retrieved, 10 fertilized, 3 day 5.
ER#2 July 2017, 22 retrieved, 13 fertilized, 6 day 5/6
9 embryos tested for pgs and pgd.
FET #1 9.29.17- 1 embryo-BFN
FET#2 12.19.17- I embryo-BFP 1/1/18! Happy New Year to me! EDD 9/6/18
Baby boy born 9.11.18- the love of my life!
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14