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Not what I thought I would be posting today (Loss Mentioned)

Well, after lines at 11 and 12 DPO on wondfos, they started fading yesterday.  So this cycle is ending in a chemical pregnancy for me.  It really sucks because no one but me knows.  I had how I would tell DH at Thanksgiving all planned out, so he doesn't even know.  Unfortunately my temps are still up, so it is just a waiting game for my period.   The sad thing is, the crazy part of me wants to just blame it on a bad batch of tests.  Ughh, if I had just waited till today to test, I probably never would have known and I can't decide if that is a good or a bad thing.  This loss is earlier than my last one, but it still hurts almost as much as the last one.  The only silver lining is I am off this week, so I don't have to worry about work too.  Thanks for letting me vent ladies.  I just needed to get this off my chest to people who would know and understand.  You guys are the best!
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Re: Not what I thought I would be posting today (Loss Mentioned)

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    hugs @lcwed so sorry :( 
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    I'm so sorry, @lcwed.  Big hugs to you. :(
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    September 2014: IUI #2.  Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone.  4(?) follicles--BFN
    October 2014: IUI #3.  More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone.  4 follicles--BFP!  Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158.  M/C 11/1/14
    December 2014: IVF #1.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  9R, 9M, 9F.  3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
    April 2015: IVF #2.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  16R, 15M, 12F. Transferred 2 5-day blasts 4/12 and froze 4--BFP!  M/C 5/25/15
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    I'm so sorry @lcwed :(
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    I am so sorry for your loss.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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    @ICwed  I am so sorry.  I cannot imagine the emotional turmoil you have had / having over the last few days.  I wish you healing and comfort.
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    @lcwed I am so sorry for your loss.  You know this is a safe place to vent!  Please don't ever hesitate, that is what we are here for.  HUGS
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    I'm so sorry.
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    So very sorry
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    Thanks guys.  Right now just trying to keep busy while I wait to start CD1.
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    That sucks.
    me:41   dh:43 
    Off Mirena Nov 2013, On Nuvaring end of Jan, Back off Sept 2014.  Never ending cycle starting end of Sept... 
    11/14 Provera failed... cycle continues 
    12/14 High FSH (57 "midcycle")  OBGYN had no clue... about anything 
    01/15 More lab results coming back from RE. U/S showed small (1")cyst on left ovary, thin lining, and couldn't locate right ovary so  possibly straight to DE and IVF 

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    I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.
    36, DH 31 TTC #1 since we got married, July 2014. http://FertilityFriend.com/home/522fa4/
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    Oh no, I am so sorry to hear this *hug* 

    It's so very hard not to test early on. Ugh, another *hug* 
    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



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    I'm sorry @lcwed. Sending you healing vibes.
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    Aww man I'm so sorry.  :(

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    Man this sucks.
    My last loss was a CP but I waited till after AF was due to test. After a faint positive AF showed up two days later so I was 4 days late. I tell you this so you don't beat yourself up for testing early.
    I'm glad you have the week off so you can be home to take care of yourself.
    Hugs to you.

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    I'm so sorry! :( 
    TTC#1 since Aug 2013, I'm 37, DH 41.  
    Maya Arvigo Abdominal massage (daily self care), plus TTC meditations.
    I'm very sensitive to diet (gluten, avoid processed foods) and environment. Have a history of inflammation and tendinitis before going off gluten in 2009.  
    July 2014 - RE Visit #1: Eggs look good, Endometrioma on R ovary, HSG showed blocked R tube close to ovary. DH SA normal 
    DX: Endometriosis probably the IF cause and gunking up tubes.  Since egg reserve is high, RE says I can wait a couple months and then get laproscopic surgery to remove endo & clear tube.  If that doesn't help then move to IVF. 
    Dec 2014 - Saw new RE - does not recommend surgery on tube as it isn't likely to help.  Doubts I have endometriosis.  My endometrioma shrunk to neglible size (yay!) 
    Seriously considering IVF in March/April
    12/17/14 - Natural BFP! 
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    @lcwed - I'm so sorry. Sending big hugs your way! >:D<
    Me: 38 ~  DH: 38 ~   DD: 8
    TTC #2 since March/April 2014.
     
     
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    @lcwed‌ I'm so sorry. I hope CD1 comes quickly for u.
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    @icwed I'm so sorry. :(
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    So sorry. Im feeling you. trust me. hugs. 
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    BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14 
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    I'm sorry for your loss.
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    I am so sorry, @lcwed. Sending a bear hug to you. I wish I could do more to support you.

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    I'm sorry, sending big hugs your way. Do something nice for yourself with your days off. Do whatever you need to do to heal from this loss. I'm here for you if you want to vent ((Hugs))
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    I'm so sorry! Sending hugs!
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    I'm so sorry @lcwed‌!
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    First ultrasound: TWO beautiful little heartbeats!!
    Harmony: negative; level 2: babies look great and are boy/girl! :) 
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    Thank you everyone for all the hugs, thoughts and prayers.  They are very much appreciated and helped.

     @wvarn me too.  There is the crazy TWW part of my mind that needs undeniable closure.

    @hooligans4, thanks for the testing early anecdote, it helps.

    @URMySunshine77 thanks, hugs are good. Hope your DS is still doing great.

    @KirstenAlecia my heart hurts for you so bad right now.

    @CML11 Thanks for the advice.  I have a hair appointment this weekend and my parents unexpectedly ended up keeping DD tonight.
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    So sorry ((hugs)). 

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    So sorry. Big hugs to you!
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    So sorry for your loss.

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    me 38 DH 39.  
    TTC#1 since July 2014
    AMH 0.1, DOR, Poor responder
    Moved to Prague, Czech Republic for IVF
    2 Natural IVF cycles, 3 full IVF cycles, 4 transfers, 1 BFP - heard heartbeat at 6w5d
    Diagnosed MMC at 9w1d on 11/30/15
    Headed back home to Colorado 12/12/15

    DE attempt in Czech Republic!! 

    March trip to Prague canceled due to Pancreatitis. :sob:
    Headed to Prague April 30
    3 different donors resulted in 1 PGS tested embryo and 1 fresh embryo
    2 embryo's transferred (from 2 different donors) on 5/10/16
    BFP on 5/15/16 at 5dp5dt
    Beta 1 = 81 at 8dp5dt, Beta 2 = 295 at 10dp5dt, Beta 3 = 891 at 12dt5dt. Beta 4 = 2114 at 14dp5dt, Beta 5 = 4916 at 16dp5dt, Beta 6 = 13252 at 19dp5dt
    Heartbeat at 6w5d 133BPM <3
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    I am so sorry. ((Hugs))
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    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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    I'm so sorry. ((hugs))

    Take care of yourself.
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    So sorry :( treat yourself to something nice today and then just try and relax. So sorry for your loss.
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