Well, after lines at 11 and 12 DPO on wondfos, they started fading yesterday. So this cycle is ending in a chemical pregnancy for me. It really sucks because no one but me knows. I had how I would tell DH at Thanksgiving all planned out, so he doesn't even know. Unfortunately my temps are still up, so it is just a waiting game for my period. The sad thing is, the crazy part of me wants to just blame it on a bad batch of tests. Ughh, if I had just waited till today to test, I probably never would have known and I can't decide if that is a good or a bad thing. This loss is earlier than my last one, but it still hurts almost as much as the last one. The only silver lining is I am off this week, so I don't have to worry about work too. Thanks for letting me vent ladies. I just needed to get this off my chest to people who would know and understand. You guys are the best!
Off Mirena Nov 2013, On Nuvaring end of Jan, Back off Sept 2014. Never ending cycle starting end of Sept...
11/14 Provera failed... cycle continues
12/14 High FSH (57 "midcycle") OBGYN had no clue... about anything
01/15 More lab results coming back from RE. U/S showed small (1")cyst on left ovary, thin lining, and couldn't locate right ovary so possibly straight to DE and IVF
Occassionally mess with the chart below to see "what if" and learn (not to make it pretty but because FF stays drunk with me).
Man this sucks. My last loss was a CP but I waited till after AF was due to test. After a faint positive AF showed up two days later so I was 4 days late. I tell you this so you don't beat yourself up for testing early. I'm glad you have the week off so you can be home to take care of yourself. Hugs to you.
Maya Arvigo Abdominal massage (daily self care), plus TTC meditations.
I'm very sensitive to diet (gluten, avoid processed foods) and environment. Have a history of inflammation and tendinitis before going off gluten in 2009.
July 2014 - RE Visit #1: Eggs look good, Endometrioma on R ovary, HSG showed blocked R tube close to ovary. DH SA normal
DX: Endometriosis probably the IF cause and gunking up tubes. Since egg reserve is high, RE says I can wait a couple months and then get laproscopic surgery to remove endo & clear tube. If that doesn't help then move to IVF.
Dec 2014 - Saw new RE - does not recommend surgery on tube as it isn't likely to help. Doubts I have endometriosis. My endometrioma shrunk to neglible size (yay!)
I'm sorry, sending big hugs your way. Do something nice for yourself with your days off. Do whatever you need to do to heal from this loss. I'm here for you if you want to vent ((Hugs))
Re: Not what I thought I would be posting today (Loss Mentioned)
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
Me 36 DH 39
BFP 11/28/14 ~ MMC 12/29/14
TTCAL Siggy Challenge
My Ovulation Chart
My last loss was a CP but I waited till after AF was due to test. After a faint positive AF showed up two days later so I was 4 days late. I tell you this so you don't beat yourself up for testing early.
I'm glad you have the week off so you can be home to take care of yourself.
Hugs to you.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
@wvarn me too. There is the crazy TWW part of my mind that needs undeniable closure.
@hooligans4, thanks for the testing early anecdote, it helps.
@URMySunshine77 thanks, hugs are good. Hope your DS is still doing great.
@KirstenAlecia my heart hurts for you so bad right now.
@CML11 Thanks for the advice. I have a hair appointment this weekend and my parents unexpectedly ended up keeping DD tonight.
Me 36 DH 39
BFP 11/28/14 ~ MMC 12/29/14
TTCAL Siggy Challenge
• now somewhere where the love flows •
Elizabeth 5yrs old Jane 3yrs old
***TW****MC mentioned & BFP mentioned***
TTC#1 since July 2014
AMH 0.1, DOR, Poor responder
Moved to Prague, Czech Republic for IVF
DE attempt in Czech Republic!!
March trip to Prague canceled due to Pancreatitis.
Headed to Prague April 30
3 different donors resulted in 1 PGS tested embryo and 1 fresh embryo
BFP on 5/15/16 at 5dp5dt
My blog: www.wearethehammitts.blogspot.com
My Ovulation Chart