So I have been dreading posting this all week and just waiting for another Dr appt this morning for more information. I love most all of you and want to share since you have been so supportive.
I am going to just post what I put on 2IF because I don't think I can type it all out again without losing it...
Things aren't looking very optimistic here. I got the all clear from my surgery to be a normal person again. The HSG showed that my uterus is wrecked so much that no one can see my tubes from the inside. I had a salinesono today that proved that my entire uterus is not clear still, even after the surgery. All of that means that the only way I will able to get pregnant is IVF. But wait, there's more...
I am on a 30 day course of estrogen with a 10 day provera at the end. I am praying to everything I can think of that I actually bleed. If I still get no period that means my uterus is not able to heal itself. In its current condition, I will not be able to carry my own children.
I have been ugly crying since the appointment. I really need to start bringing my husband to my appointments.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Also, the cross out was just a bit of humor, which I obviously need.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
I'm so sorry to hear this and that you're going through this. I'll be thinking good thoughts for you that you get a period after the 30 day treatment. And yes, start bringing your H to appointments! Hugs.
I am so sorry! You've been through so much. I hope there is some light at the end of the tunnel for you! FX IVF is still on the table. Start bringing DH too. It's an incredible support to just have someone there. I'll be thinking of you.
I'm so sorry for this news you've gotten. My heart truly breaks for you. I so hope that you get your period soon and can move forward from there. I'll be praying for you. Hugs!
I am so sorry flamingemu! I so was hoping and praying for good news for you! I will keep hoping and praying that you get a period, it could be a first!
The funny part is when I get a new nurse and she asks for the first day of my last period. When I tell them 12/06/11 they always tell me I must be wrong. I just tell them, no, that is why I am at the office. Seriously though, the look they give me is hysterical.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
So sorry to hear this. I will be sending you awesome period vibes (first time I've ever sent those so they should be strong) and hoping for the best possible outcome for you. I'm so sorry that you have to go through all of this.
Emma Rose - 9.14.05 Beckett - 5.26.07 Sawyer - 9.22.12 Lennon Mae - 9.26.14
I am so sorry to hear this. You have been through so much already and I've been hoping to hear some good news. I will be thinking about you and sending some positive vibes your way. Thanks for keeping us updated. I know it's been so hard for you. Hugs to you!
Oh lady, you have been in my thoughts, I'm so sorry you didn't get good news! I will be crossing all of my cross ambles that AF shows up at the end of this cycle! *huge hugs*
I am so sorry you got this kind of news. Big hugs. I am crossing my fingers for you to get a positive result after your 30/10 treatment and then IVF may be an option if you so choose.
I am sorry sorry for you and just want to give you a big creepy internet hug. I have known so many women who have had struggles who did shouldn't have. However there was a light at the end of every tunnel and every story had a happy ending. you are a very strong woman and i have to believe that your happy ending is out there. fingers crossed that good things come you way soon!
I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. Fingers crossed this treatment makes a difference. And yes, definitely start bringing your DH to appointments. That is too much to process on your own.
Re: Another update
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Emma Rose - 9.14.05 Beckett - 5.26.07 Sawyer - 9.22.12 Lennon Mae - 9.26.14
I missed this earlier. I am so sorry I have been thinking of you. Sending loving thoughts your way! ((Hugs))
BFP 8/23/11 natural m/c 9/7/11 @ 6w BFP 1/16/2012 C-section 9/16/2012 Health baby boy!
In the meantime, I think wine, pampering, and retail therapy are totally justified.
Thinking of you.
Nancy James 9.1.12
Calvin Donald 8.27.14
9/10 and 1/11 Normal blood work
2/11 50 mg Clomid = BFN
4/11 50 mg Clomid = BFN
5/11 100 mg Clomid = BFN
6/11 2.5 mg Femara = BFN
7/11 2.5 mg Femara = BFN
SA normal and HSG all clear
11/11 14 HMG shots with HCG trigger = BFN
12/11 Femara + HMG = BFP!!