CD 13. still no +OPK yet. Had u/s last fri and RE saw no follies >10. he said i'm "delayed" after my failed IVF cycle, which he said sometimes happens as the body tries to re-set itself? he said i prob am like a week away from O'ing. whatever. i'm not frantically TTC these next two months anyway.
QOTW: i fucking stare at that shit, channel L&D, willing the line to appear.
BFP #4 2/18/14. EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
BFP #5 7/27/14. EDD 4/9/15... m/c @ 5w4d.
IVF #1 Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN.
IVF #2 Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle. Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
BFP #6 (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15. EDD 11/30/15... CP at 4w2d.
IUI #2: Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN.
BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
the universe can fuck off.
"You are
overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you."
-lastsliverofhope
Cycle day 10. HCG was down to 10 on Friday, so we're expecting it to be negative and good to start BCPs when I get it tested again tomorrow.
QOTW: It depends on the time of day I take it. Usually it's in the morning, so I get on with brushing my teeth and so on (and take breaks to look at the stick every few seconds).
*****Signature/Ticker Warning******
Me: 41, DH: 45 DD, 6/15/2013 TTC #2 beginning January 2014 AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
I'm in the dreaded 2ww since ET was yesterday. I have taken a shower, watched for a second line that did not appear and gone downstairs to make make breakfast. Doesn't it seem like an eternity, not 5 minutes.
TTC since 3-08
IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP
DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12
Cycle Status: Cycle day poop of Cycle number shitty QOTW: What do you do during the five minutes that you are waiting for the results of one of your pee stick tests? Farmville.. Or talk to a bunch of random bitches I know on FB :!! [-O< :-c ] :-SS
Spontaneous pregnancy #1 DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016 Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3 Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Cycle day 30...Flucking AF better show her ugly face soon so I can get my surgery scheduled!!
My appointment went well today. My doctor presented my case at the IVF meeting the practice has every Thursday and all of the doctors were in agreement that with my history (2 miscarriages, 3 unsuccessful IUIs, and brown fluid in my ute that I most likely have a leak from my c-section scar not being closed off and I am a good candidate for the surgery. So I have to wait for AF (who we know will be later because I was on meds and then stopped in the middle of my cycle) and then I’ll be scheduled for an out patient surgery where they will scrape around my c-section scar to remove tissue and then cauterize the scar to insure it is closed off.I’ll have to wait one cycle and then we can start prep for another FET and hopefully the fluid will be gone!!
IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!! Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.
FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect
Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele
3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15
Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015
2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized. Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN
I usually do some clean up in the kitchen and check back every 90 seconds or so.
Me: 32, DH: 33 DS #1: April 2010 DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
QOTW: What do you do during the five minutes that you are waiting for the results of one of your pee stick tests?
Sadly, the last time I peed on a stick was after my bloodwork already confirmed I was pregnant with DD. Just to experience that moment where it came up positive. Since we are IVF only, there has been no other reason to use a HPT. Honestly I probably won't even POAS after the transfer - will just wait for my first blood test.
Me: 35 DH: 35 - Married 10 years PCOS and MF Two failed rounds IUI in 2010 IVF #1 in 2011 - BFP 8/5/11 - Our IVF miracle was born 4/8/12 FET 9/23/13; BFP -Twins-10/3/13; EDD 6/10/14; MC 11/1/13; D&C 11/4/13 FET 3/28/14; BFN - 4/7/14 IVF #2 - Transfer 2 embryos 11/14/14; BFP 11/24/14 - Beta 265; 11/26/14 - Beta 612; 11/28/14 - Beta 1263; 12/1/14 - Beta 3571; 12/3/14 - first u/s - two gestational sacs; 12/17/14 - two healthy heartbeats (132 and 134) Our IVF miracles were born 7/16/15
Cycle Status: I had my first follie check this morning after 7 days of stims. It went rather well. I go back tomorrow for another ultrasound and blood draw and will either trigger tomorrow or Wednesday for retrieval on Thursday or Friday!! It is almost here!
QOTW: I don't test often and when I do test, I don't expect to see two lines. So, I just go about my business as if I wasn't waiting on a HPT.
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
QOTW: I don't take tests. I have short luteal phase, so I figure I don't have to wait long for missed period. Too emotionally taxing to see the BFN and hope that maybe it is too early. But when I did, I would do the brush teeth, get coffee routine.
QOTW - I really like to just stare away but I try to distract myself somehow by either starting up the shower, getting something to drink from the kitchen or if its a work day I pack my lunch. Its really hard though to not think about that damn test!!
Me: 32 DH: 34 Married 7/08 DD Born 8/09
TTC#2 Since 2/13 (Secondary IF)
2/13 thru 2/14 - Year of charting, OPK and TI
3/14 thru 7/14 - Clomid cycles, DH SA came back good
QOTW: stare at it. Wash my hands and stare at it some more. Pick up my phone and try to think of something I need to check but then set my phone down and stare some more. Accept that there will be no line, curse, and leave the room only to return an hour later to pour some salt in the wound. Something like that
November 2010 - 10.5 week loss October2011 - DS (7) July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks) August 2015- DD (3) April 2018 - 5 week loss
CD: doesn't matter, day 4/10 of provera to end what would have been IUI #3. I didn't respond to the letrozole. Nurse thinks IVF will be good because we'll have more control of how I respond? I guess. So the 21st is our appointment for IVF.
I stare at that shit the whole damn time, watch the pink settle in the test line momentarily, get excited, watch it get swept away, get pissed.
Cycle Status: I'm 12 dpo but have only been getting BFN's and am calling it a bust.
QOTW: I set my alarm on my phone for five minutes and try to distract myself by playing games or something stupid like that. But like some of you already said, I go back and look again an hour later and then a day later, etc.
Happily Mrs. C
start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
Hoping holistic approach works!!!
BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!
Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
Back on metformin Aug 2013
Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw,and red raspberry leaf
DS weaned in April 2014
Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.
Planning medicated cycle end of summer. FX I get KU before then!!!
CD 3. Supposed to start meds tomorrow for IUI # 4 (femara/follistim). I had my day 3 ultrasound this morning and then they called me at lunch and said oh we just looked at your chart and your estrogen last week was really high so we are afraid the cyst on your ovary is really a follicle starting to form. So I have to go back again tomorrow for another blood draw. I am annoyed they didn't look at this while I was there this morning because it is an hour drive for me to get there. The estrogen was drawn last Thurs and they are just noticing this now? So we will see what tomorrow shows.
QOTW: I pray and usually just end up staring at the clock until the time is up. I try not to look at the stick but I usually do multiple times.
"From the moment I first saw you, the second that you were born, I knew that you
were the love of my life"
Me: 35, DH: 40
TTC # 2 since 8/13, Dx: unexplained secondary infertility
Clomid cycles 7/14 & 8/14= BFN
IUI # 1 (clomid) 8/27/14= BFN
IUI # 2 (clomid and follistim) 9/25/14= BFN
IUI # 3 (femara and follistim) 10/23/14= BFN
IUI # 4 (femara and follistim) 11/20/14= BFN
12/12/14- saline sono shows two polyps
2/15- two uterine polyps and "schmutz" (RE's words) removed
On my 2 weeks of BC pills, baseline is on the 18th.
QOTW: I actually pee on it and when it does not produce 2 lines in less than a minute I throw it away. Sometimes I torture myself and look at it later. I have never seen a positive HPT.
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome
QOTW: I had to POAS every week until I started seeing the RE since I haven't cycled in 3 years so I always just peed and jumped in the shower. Poked my head out at 5 minutes and threw it out when my shower was over.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
11 DPIUI, not testing yet, I feel totally out.
QOTW: I have gotten to the place where I get up test leave it on the bathroom counter and DH and I pretty much have an understanding that if its negative he just throws it out. I mostly stop myself from digging in the trash, but not always.
TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck
Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man. Born 12/2/11
TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended
Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good. Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.
Currently on Day 30... starting a medicated cycle (Metformin + Femara + Ovidrel + progesterone) and TI whenever AF gets here. I have taken the past two months off. It's been great, but we are ready to get back to work.
During those 5 min of waiting?? hmm... take a shower, go back to bed, wake up DD, make breakfast.
Getting frustrated about time moving forward and nothing happening with our needed ODWU at CC*RM for IVF/ICSI #4. I hope and pray it is my holiday present in December or anniversary present in January?
QOTW: I usually pray and then get dressed and then maybe play a quick game on my phone. But I always ended up squinting at it for the last few minutes, blah.
H: 34 dx Azoospermia due to CBAVD from CF
ME: 39 IS FINE!!! DOR and poor AMH/FSH/LH
IVF/ICSI/PESA #1 Beta 1 373 Beta 2 1783 BOY/GIRL TWINS!! Born April 2010!!
Natural FET 5/26/12 2 blasts Beta 1 207 Beta 2 513 Beta 3 1377 U/S 6/28 Pregnancy not viable d & c scheduled
IVF/ICSI/PESA #2 ER 11/15/12 Nothing to transfer
IVF/ICSI #3 April 2013 MDLF 3dt of 3 embryos, chemical
IVF #4/ICSI/MESA/CCS/FET EPP April 2015
ODWU CCRM with Dr. Sch COMPLETE!!!! Put on acai supplement they are studying for DOR and embryo quality.
DAY 3 Labs Drawn 2/26 put on vitamin D and calcium supplements
Regroup and Protocol Reveal 3/04 "Bazooka Protocol" EPP with MDLF "Protocol 6 with patches"
ER/MESA 4/10 ER 9 eggs retrieved MESA success found live swimmers
Follow-up update: I triggered last night! Retrieval is tomorrow!
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
Re: ••••• 2IF Weekly Check-In •••••
BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
the universe can fuck off.
"You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
QOTW: It depends on the time of day I take it. Usually it's in the morning, so I get on with brushing my teeth and so on (and take breaks to look at the stick every few seconds).
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
I have taken a shower, watched for a second line that did not appear and gone downstairs to make make breakfast. Doesn't it seem like an eternity, not 5 minutes.
FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
No more frosties
IVF #2. September 2014
PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
Not sure where to go from here.
QOTW: What do you do during the five minutes that you are waiting for the results of one of your pee stick tests? Farmville.. Or talk to a bunch of random bitches I know on FB :!! [-O< :-c ] :-SS
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
TTC #3 since June 2013
BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
I usually do some clean up in the kitchen and check back every 90 seconds or so.
DS #1: April 2010
DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
QOTW: What do you do during the five minutes that you are waiting for the results of one of your pee stick tests?
Sadly, the last time I peed on a stick was after my bloodwork already confirmed I was pregnant with DD. Just to experience that moment where it came up positive. Since we are IVF only, there has been no other reason to use a HPT. Honestly I probably won't even POAS after the transfer - will just wait for my first blood test.
PCOS and MF
Two failed rounds IUI in 2010
IVF #1 in 2011 - BFP 8/5/11 - Our IVF miracle was born 4/8/12
FET 9/23/13; BFP -Twins-10/3/13; EDD 6/10/14; MC 11/1/13; D&C 11/4/13
FET 3/28/14; BFN - 4/7/14
IVF #2 - Transfer 2 embryos 11/14/14; BFP 11/24/14 - Beta 265;
11/26/14 - Beta 612; 11/28/14 - Beta 1263; 12/1/14 - Beta 3571;
12/3/14 - first u/s - two gestational sacs; 12/17/14 - two healthy heartbeats (132 and 134)
Our IVF miracles were born 7/16/15
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
TTC#2: Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.
IVF #4: BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #5: MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #6: (New RE): Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN
FET#1: BFN
QOTW: stare at it. Wash my hands and stare at it some more. Pick up my phone and try to think of something I need to check but then set my phone down and stare some more. Accept that there will be no line, curse, and leave the room only to return an hour later to pour some salt in the wound. Something like that
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
I stare at that shit the whole damn time, watch the pink settle in the test line momentarily, get excited, watch it get swept away, get pissed.
QOTW: I actually pee on it and when it does not produce 2 lines in less than a minute I throw it away. Sometimes I torture myself and look at it later. I have never seen a positive HPT.
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck
Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man. Born 12/2/11
TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended
Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good. Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.
Back with RE as of January 2014...
5/27/14- Chemical Pregnancy
April 2015 IVF#1
5/13/15- BFP, please stick LO!
Oh and I'm a major Harry Potter Nerd
QOTW: I stare at that shit till it turns, or in my case stays stark white.
QOTW: I stare at it and talk to myself- "annibes, you're not pregnant. Why did you waste a test?" I'm never wrong.
QOTW: Echo @Jodee37, I stare at that shit channeling the freakish goosfraba L&D shit!
Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017
Getting frustrated about time moving forward and nothing happening with our needed ODWU at CC*RM for IVF/ICSI #4. I hope and pray it is my holiday present in December or anniversary present in January?
QOTW: I usually pray and then get dressed and then maybe play a quick game on my phone. But I always ended up squinting at it for the last few minutes, blah.
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
TTC#2: Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.
IVF #4: BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #5: MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #6: (New RE): Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN
FET#1: BFN