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Dreams

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I had a dream last night. Fenix didn't die, but my mother put him up for adoption and I couldn't find him. The whole dream I'm screaming "I need him" while I'm searching. I got a glimpse of his face at around 8-9 years old, but I didn't get to take him back. 
As awful of a dream it was, I wanted to stay there. At least then I would have the opportunity to try and get him back. 
BFP #1 12/19/13 We lost our Fenix 7/31/14 at 36 weeks due to torn umbilical cord
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Re: Dreams

  • angelsnightangelsnight member
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    I'm so sorry, big hugs.  I had a very similar dream a few days after we lost our angel.  Like yours, she didn't die but we gave her up for adoption.  I cannot remember if in the dream I was ok with giving her up, but I remember waking up feeling horrible, because in the dream I was choosing to give her away and in real life it wasn't my choice and I would have done anything to get her back.
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     My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks.  Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

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