So yesterday I was so excited because LO got 4 hours of sleep....tonight she slept for almost 5! I did have to give her a bottle of expressed milk last night though because after a long feeding session she was still hungry. For some reason I was not producing enough for the 1am feed.
The only thing worse than not sleeping is being teased by just a couple nights of four-five hour stretches, then going back to being up every two hours.
Baby boy vomit every 2ish hours, 3 sheet changes, 6 changes of clothes, and FI working nights = crying, sobbing mess. Even after the big puke, Alex still pukes smaller amounts in his sleep, so I sat up and held him all night.
My cat is missing. He occasionally goes outside through our open kitchen window but always stays in our yard. He went out Tuesday morning and I haven't seen him since. Usually he is sitting by the front door after a couple hours, waiting to come in.
I put food out for him, but there are so many strays out that I have no way of knowing if he is eating any of this. And it has been so cold!! I'm even more upset that no one else in the family is as worried as I am.
It's his adoptiversary on Saturday, too.
ETA: I just went outside to call him again, and he came running towards me. D'awwww. My precious Mr. Pumpkin Patch is home. :x
We've been up nursing since 4. I know it's after 8:30, but I want so badly to go back to sleep...the task will be to achieve two naps at the same time this afternoon. It's harder than you'd think. Once the toddler is asleep and the house quiet, baby thinks it's time to wake up!
...why can't my baby cluster feed during the day? I-)
I have so much to do in the next hour before we go for Aubreys weight check.. and im just laying in bed.. kids need breakfast and to get dressed, I am a hot mess, need to put dinner in the crock pot.. ughhhhh who wants to come over? and I need a nap.. ive had one nap since she came home- I am TIRED!
Cluster feeding a cranky baby sucks. DS has wanted to eat every hour and a half to two hours since 3:30 yesterday afternoon and he's been almost inconsolable between feedings since midnight. I'm so tired.
What is it with grown men and video games? I'm so relieved that DH isn't into them.
Haha I wish I could tell you! Sometimes it's nice when I just want to be left alone or watch a girly movie but other times like I've said before he's lucky those controllers are cordless.
Oh my goodness!! Totally didn't realize that was an actual thing! I was going to post about waking up in the middle of the night absolutely drenched these days! I wonder what it's all about...
I think I have a forceful let-down. It doesnt happen all the time, but when it does, my 18-day-old guy can latch on and start feeding ravenously...only to suddenly unlatch 5 min later by pulling his head back intensely and start coughing/wheezing as if he's almost choking on milk. Does this happen to anyone else?? Sigh.
I'm actually kinda thankful for the night sweats. Because it's helping the number on the scale go down, right? Still gettin' sweaty wit it at 2.5 weeks post-partum.
I don't know if it's hormones or just the fact that we have a baby now but a plane crashed into a building in my hometown when it lost an engine at take off and it's not my husband, but I just burst into tears. My worst. Fucking. Nightmare.
I think I have a forceful let-down. It doesnt happen all the time, but when it does, my 18-day-old guy can latch on and start feeding ravenously...only to suddenly unlatch 5 min later by pulling his head back intensely and start coughing/wheezing as if he's almost choking on milk. Does this happen to anyone else?? Sigh.
Yes this happens to is at most feedings and it makes me feel terrible. I could spray milk across the room. I always have a towel with me to catch the forceful squirts when I first letdown. He hates having to wait but at least he doesn't choke!
On the down side, it's looking more and more like my Oct. baby is going to be a Nov. baby. He has an eviction notice of Nov. 6 if nothing happens before then. On the up side, our cleaning service is at my house today, and all my laundry is done, folded, and put away thanks to a long baseball game last night. On the totally random side, I woke up at 5:30 this morning with LFO's Summer Girls stuck in my head. "New kids on the block had a bunch of hits. Chinese food makes me sick. And I think it's fly when girls stop by for the summer. For the summer." Man, they were quite the word-smiths, pure poetry, they just don't write stuff like that anymore.
Me: unexplained infertility - annovulatory
DH: testicular cancer survivor!!
TTC since June 2009
BFP May 11, 2012
EDD January 24, 2013
June 1, 2012 - first u/s, heartbeat 124 BPM!!
June 22, 2012 - heard the heartbeat 9w1d 181 BPM!!
24 hours of labor, 4 1/2 hours of pushing, and IT'S A BOY!
Welcome to the world my miracle, we prayed and prayed for you, and we can't believe you're here!
geetargirl05 said:
Is it just me, or has our board stopped having babies for the last few days? I think all of us end-of-the-monthers are going late.
That or at least no one I recognize.
scottysgirl77 said:
I think voldy went to a different board and this is what she is doing:
I don't even know (eta:) who that is. Have I really been that absent?! Oops. Sorry y'all.
Someone please tell me this pain/burning feeling goes away from my tear site soon...
It does! It just takes a bit. I think it took about 7 days for me to be able to sit down normally (with a 2nd degree tear), and after that it was only bothersome when I over exerted myself. There was one stitch that definitely bothered me more than others.
Ibuprofen helped me, and I waited way too long to use the Tucks pads, which definitely helped. Dermoplast is also supposed to help a ton, but for some reason I never used it. Probably stupid of me.
5 cycles of "TTC" - 3 intentional, 2 not so intentional. 5 BFPs. My rainbow arrived 10/15/14. TFMC 08.02.13 at 19+ weeks. Everyday I grieve for my little Olive.
I love you bitches, I mean it, but I want to cut you people who complain about tearing. Trade you in a minute.
Weaky face because I do love you. But this sucks two weeks later. And the internets tells me c section people get to have pooches forever. I ugly cried about that last night.
Re: Thursday Randoms ***
producing enough for the 1am feed.
...why can't my baby cluster feed during the day? I-)
Haha I wish I could tell you! Sometimes it's nice when I just want to be left alone or watch a girly movie but other times like I've said before he's lucky those controllers are cordless.
@MrsBabe614 that is terrifying and so sad.
scottysgirl77 said: I think voldy went to a different board and this is what she is doing: I don't even know (eta:) who that is. Have I really been that absent?! Oops. Sorry y'all.
TFMC 08.02.13 at 19+ weeks. Everyday I grieve for my little Olive.
Thinking of you both! FX for him!
Weaky face because I do love you. But this sucks two weeks later. And the internets tells me c section people get to have pooches forever. I ugly cried about that last night.