While we're on confessions/randoms, I resent him a smidge because my last baby wasn't supposed ot be this hard and I don't enjoy him sometimes. But then he smiles and I feel so guilty for even thinking that.
That's not flameful. That is a completely normal feeling, and I am so sorry that you go through the cycle of feeling that then feeling guilty. Try to stop feeling guilty about those thoughts, because you love that boy with all of your heart so there is no need to feel guilty for normal thoughts. Can't find the hug smiley, so here is a creepy kiss, ha :-*
I might ring the USPS's neck today. I sent a return back for swimsuits I ordered on the 16th. I tracked it and it says they are currently 1 hour away from my house, still. It's been over a week. I'm livid. I only have so much time before they won't accept returns. Even though I send them right away that money is sitting on my CC. Damn post office!
USPS lost Sophia's birthday gift from my mom. She sent it standard mail, from Buffalo, the tracking showed it arriving at Atlanta, and leaving Atlanta on a truck, but never arriving in Augusta. Since it was standard, there's no insurance, and nothing they will do once it didn't show up at the lost mail center. So... yeah, over $50 of birthday gifts from her grandma she'll never get, and I don't think they'll even refund the cost of the package.
So i was just out to get lunch and I am at Panera and its relatively nice here (Suburbs of Philly - King of Prussia) Sunny 66 degree. and nearly every woman, young, old (well not the 80 year old grandmas they were still in their grandma sweatshirts) were wearing work out clothes. Like yoga pants, zip up stretchy hoodies etc. I feel like I missed the memo. does no one wear jeans anymore?
Fffc: the pants in my closet are organized from left to right by most acceptable to wear in public (jeans) to least acceptable to wear in public (pajama pants)
I am struggling with Grace and this new stage. It is hard. I am just spent at the end of the day. The only meal she has eaten in 2 days is breakfast. And I know, she may not need it, there is no weight concern, blahblahblah. I'm just so tired of putting forth effort and not getting anything in return. She doesn't listen. I know her hearing is fine but sometimes she won't even acknowledge me. I know she is trying to gain her independence and try new things I just don't know how to convey to her that we need to share or I need to help you with this and it's ok. Tried to let her help me bake this morning and it was just a tantrum the whole time. Someone told me to just give her a different bowl with stuff in it than what I am actually baking so she thinks she is helping but isn't. I also feel like she needs to learn that she can help with this part but we need to move on to the next step. I don't know. I'm just super frustrated and want to cry. I'm actually really frustrated with a lot of things at home and I really want to just run away and hide for a few days.
We will hopefully find out if this new spawn has a vagina or penis tomorrow as long as the baby cooperates. However, knowing my children, they probably won't.
I have nothing to cook for dinner. I meal planned this week. Grocery shopped. MIL ended bringing a ton of left overs and then my chicken went bad.
@LoisLayn, I'm sorry you and Reid are not having the easiest time. GL with the MRI, and I hope everything settles down a bit and he becomes an easier baby.
FFFC: I totally rock pj bottoms, yoga pants, warm ups, etc. I am probably in some of those People of Wal Mart pictures. That's not the confession, though... my confession id IDGAFF.
Same here. Exact same. Today's attire features my motor oil stained Alaska sweater and pj pants inside and huge sweat pants outside. Everybody can deal. It's comfy.
FFFC: I totally rock pj bottoms, yoga pants, warm ups, etc. I am probably in some of those People of Wal Mart pictures. That's not the confession, though... my confession id IDGAFF.
Same here. Exact same. Today's attire features my motor oil stained Alaska sweater and pj pants inside and huge sweat pants outside. Everybody can deal. It's comfy.
Last weekend I had taken B for a walk. It was super windy so when we got home I changed out of my jeans (they felt so cold) and into my comfy PJ polkadot pants. Instead of changing again I wore them outside with my sweatshirt and trimmed the bushes during nap time, in my front yard. DH thought it was all kinds of sexy, not haha. He laughed at me big time. I wouldn't wear them out in public but I don't think my front yard is a big deal.
I was just looking at the land of nod chairs on sale (15% off) and I would love to get W one.... But there's no point while this dog is still alive. He will piss all over that shit.
@tinyhumantoe doesn't everyone wear a skirt as a shirt? I mean isn't that how the tube top was born? I didn't realize either of the boys had such lovely golden locks @indigovader) )
@redneckmomma25 our girls are so much alike. Everything you named, I'm struggling with, too. I'm drowning in laundry and 5 minutes after I clean the kitchen and living room it looks like I haven't touched it in days. And going out in public? Nightmare. It's hard. Really hard. And very discouraging. There are good days, and those help make me feel better. I don't have too many wise words of advice or encouragement, I just wanted you to know that you're not alone.
@loislayn You have every right to be felling the way you are. I'm sorry you have to go through all of this. I'll be thinking of you!
I was on facebook and I see my H's grandma thanking everyone for coming to her surprise birthday party. I was totally confused and thought my H forgot to tell me about the party. Nope. We weren't invited. I don't know what happened but it doesn't surpise me with his family.
My license expired. Didn't know that until I tried to fill my rx for pain meds. Pain meds that they won't give me because my license is expired. It's cool pharmacy, I just had a baby. Didn't really need them anyway, I guess. But seriously, I honestly don't so it's ok. If I felt like I did after DD though, I would be having a crisis.
Now, I have to go to the tag agency today to get a new one. Who wants their id to have a picture 3 days post partum when they still have 28 chins??
That sounds miserable. Mine had expired 3 months before I realized it. Thank god I didn't get pulled over, or in an accident!
@melsax I was supposed to go Nov 3 but I am not going . I don't know when I will get to go again but I have my eye out for any reason to come to New Zealand lol
Re: It's Freakin Friday!!!!
BFP 8/23/11 natural m/c 9/7/11 @ 6w BFP 1/16/2012 C-section 9/16/2012 Health baby boy!
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BFP 8/23/11 natural m/c 9/7/11 @ 6w BFP 1/16/2012 C-section 9/16/2012 Health baby boy!
Big Kid Jan 2010
Littlest Man Sept 2012
Everybody can deal. It's comfy.
Emma Rose - 9.14.05 Beckett - 5.26.07 Sawyer - 9.22.12 Lennon Mae - 9.26.14
Emma Rose - 9.14.05 Beckett - 5.26.07 Sawyer - 9.22.12 Lennon Mae - 9.26.14
Emma Rose - 9.14.05 Beckett - 5.26.07 Sawyer - 9.22.12 Lennon Mae - 9.26.14
That sounds miserable. Mine had expired 3 months before I realized it. Thank god I didn't get pulled over, or in an accident!