I'm new on this board... how depressing. I'm young and everyone keeps reminding me of that--but my husband and I are ready to start a family. However, it's just not working. I currently live in Germany... 6,000 miles away from my family and friends, which is making it very hard for me to get the support that I need during this time.
I've had two losses... and I'm 8 months in to trying the third time. I don't know what else to say... I feel like my life in consumed by trying to conceive.
Here's my blog that I just started if anyone is interested. I just want someone to talk to.
I'm so sorry for your losses. Welcome. ((((HUGS))))
TTC #3 since 8/2012 DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010 BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013 BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014 My charthereAll ALers welcome!
Yelena + Rubere Married: 05/13/2011 TTC since 2012 BFP#1~ EDD: 06/21/2014 ~ TFMR --Holoprosencephaly Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks.We miss our baby girl "J" My Chart
I'm so sorry for your losses. There is no minimum age on grief. Big ((hugs)) to you
Married 07/2006, TTC since 2010 08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN , 10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN 04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d 05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN 03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C 4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
5/31: Femara 7.5mg --> cancelled cycle, no follies 7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS. 9/20/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d 10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN 2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d 3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15 6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen 2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN 3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you find some comfort here. Welcome.
BTW, I've been living in Germany for >10 years. Feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk. Living abroad and far from your family can be really tough. (I saw a lot of your pics were taken in the Alps . . . we love hiking there!)
TTC: Since July 2013 BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
I'm so sorry for your losses. I was living overseas when I had my last two losses and this board has made all the difference. I hope you find comfort here as well.
Sorry for your losses. I can't imagine going through that so far away from friends and family. This is a great group of women who understand, I hope you find the support here that will help you.
And to mimick what someone else said, it doesn't matter how old you are, it sucks and it's hard to go through. You aren't alone here though!
I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site.
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DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
DH & I are both 28 Together: 12 years Married: 09/24/2011
BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012
Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12
BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20
BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15
IUI#3 brought us our dragon baby Z
TTCAL January 2015 Siggy Challenge: Animal Snow Interactions
TTC since 2012
BFP#1~ EDD: 06/21/2014 ~ TFMR --Holoprosencephaly
Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
My Chart
08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN ,
10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
9/20/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d
10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
My Ovulation Chart
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you find some comfort here. Welcome.
BTW, I've been living in Germany for >10 years. Feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk. Living abroad and far from your family can be really tough. (I saw a lot of your pics were taken in the Alps . . . we love hiking there!)
BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
And to mimick what someone else said, it doesn't matter how old you are, it sucks and it's hard to go through. You aren't alone here though!