T&P please (loss mentioned)

mrr5058 · October 2014

I know I am new to this board but no one knows IRL about my pregnancy except my husband. I started with spotting on Friday that was worse in the am and gone by the evenings. I woke up this morning wih cramping and heavier bleeding. I had a previous loss before my F13 baby so I know this is the beginning of the end. I am thankful that I have a happy healthy child to keep me occupied. I have been preparing myself for this since my BFP because this pregnancy never felt right. Somehow I knew from the beginning that I wouldn't have a take home baby. I just don't know where to go from here and my husband deals worth things much differently than I do. He prefers not to talk about it so I feel so alone in this. Thanks for letting me vent.