Friday!!

Km672

Hi ladies!

Happy Friday!

How's it going?

What are you upto for the weekend?

J&D2007

Hey Km, everything is going fine here. Nothing exciting. My DH doesn't want me to see my current RE that I just started with for the lap I have scheduled. He wants me to go back to the old RE that we know and trust and pay oop since she's not on our insurance panel. I just don't want to postpone anything and start over once again with testing, consults, etc... Stalemate. A couple parties this weekend and going down to see the Tigers whip the Orioles on Sunday:-)

sorrellam30

I start Lupron on Tuesday.
I'm so ready for the wknd it's been a long week! We have a pretty packed schedule the rest of the month so I'm hoping I get to relax a little at some point.

Twinkie0612

Tomorrow is the Share Walk of Rememberance and Hope for my local Share group (Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss support group).  I attended a meeting with my sister (who has been active in the group since her blighted ovum a few years ago) after my c/p last year.  I've never felt like I really "belong" to the group, but I met a few women that I clicked with and I am happy to participate in the walk and their fundraising. 

I will probably work on Sunday and sometime need to stop by Walgreens for my flu shot.  I also need to get everything together for my calendar review on Monday.  I need to make sure that everything from Dr. KK's protocol and my RE's protocol is combined correctly.  I also need to take a final inventory of my leftover and donated med stash so I know what and how much I need to order for this cycle.  Part of me can't believe I am starting meds for IVF #4 in just a few days.  I feel really unprepared this time.  Normally I am super organized going into a cycle, with lists of when things need to be be done.  This time I'm not even getting my calendar until just days before I start prednisone!

ronniesgirl1981

@J&D2007 I can't bring myself to like that post.

Let's go Orioles, let's go!!! 

(I'm actually rooting for the Tigers to win today because it'll bring us one step closer to being able to use our game 5 tickets...ssh)

Nothing new for me.  One month and nineteen hours until my first second opinion appt. 

RunCC37

Updates: Based on PMS cramps, I predict that AF will be here within 24 hours. That means that my cycle will officially be underway!! We are planning to do DE IVF with an additional RI protocol. Our ER should be mid-November with a possible ET to follow or a freeze-all depending on the status of my ute.

Weekend: I got a massage this afternoon... wowwwww, it was so awesome and so needed! I have a monthly membership at ME, couldn't help but to think of my sessions from March & April. ***Sad/Depressing Warning*** It was such a dark time... in March, I received bad news about a friend's pregnancy, so I spent the whole hour praying for my friend & her baby. In April, I went a few days after my zero beta from my FET, and I could not control the tears... I cried the entire time as I grieved for my Ninja This time, I was able to focus on the massage itself and at times I thought about Ninja. I hope we meet again someday. ***Safe to read again *** I am turning my alarm clock off tomorrow and I'm sleeping in! I'm so excited! We have a family friend's birthday party (not really looking forward to it, but we'll only stay a short time). On Sunday, I'm doing my first ever Zombie Run!!!

@J&D2007 - I'm sorry that you and your DH are at a stalemate right now. I hope you can move through it quickly & come to a resolution. 

@Twinkie0612 - maybe it's ok to "wing it" this time around?! I am SO EXCITED for you and truly hope that everything comes together to bring you your baby.

Km672

Hey ladies,

@J&D2007 - maybe see your former RE and ask her thoughts on a lap? Maybe have it done with her? I'm sorry... That's all so frustrating

@sorrellam30‌ - fx this month flies by and your transfer is here before you know it!!

@Twinkie0612‌ - yay for getting started!! I totally appreciate the stress of getting everything organized, it's so much work! Hope things go smoothly and fall into place

@ronniesgirl1981‌ - ugh... Waiting is the worst!! I hate waiting and it's so hard to be patient while in limbo

@RunCC37‌ - hope you're feeling better. I know I have some form of PTSD from our losses and failed treatments. It's lonely and awful. I have days that I still grieve for the 'what ifs'. Glad you're getting started, hope this is it!

Update - things are busy... I'm a wreck and can't stop thinking about how we will be down to our very last embryo after this FET. Literally taking it day by day, just getting through this... Again.

This weekend my sisters took me out for a belated birthday celebration. We had a great day, really enjoyed the beautiful fall weather. I am so spoiled! They took me to my favorite Mexican restreaunt, ordered me a pomegranite margarita and gave me lots and lots of gifts!!