So I've known this since the day I got a BFP but it's just now starting to feel real.
DH is in a very intense 15-month Executive MBA program. Instead of meeting on campus (at Duke), his in-person classes meet in different cities around the world. The global learning aspect was the whole appeal of this particular program and he loves it.
His next in-person session is in Asia, from Oct 2 to 18, and my due date is on Oct 5. The program is so intense that if he misses more than a half day of any trip, he has to drop out- NO exceptions. This means there's a very good chance he won't be here for the birth.
We've talked through the options and I feel it's very important for him to finish his degree.We've invested an ungodly amount of money and time in it already, and it's for the long-term benefit of our family that he finishes. I'm even more adamant about it than he is!
I live very close to family (now that we've moved) so I will be very well taken care of, as will DS.
No real point to this, just to get it out in the open and also say that I'm going to be a basket case of self-pity if I don't deliver before he goes, so y'all will probably have to hear about it Thanks in advance for your support in the coming few weeks as I mentally prepare for the "worst case" and pray for the best.
DH and I are Americans living an adventure in Kenya since 2011
DX: PCOS (annovulatory)
Feb 2012:IUI #1 w/ only 1M sperm and a single follie = BFP!
Natural cycle Dec 2010 BFP M/C 6 1/2 Weeks, D&E Jan 2011 1 Clomid/Ovidrel BFN May 2011 Natural cycle Aug 2011 BFP M/C 4 Weeks 1 IUI Sept 2011 BFP M/c 7 weeks Provera Dec 2011 BFP M/C 3 Weeks
DQ ALPHA HLA MATCH, High NK Cells Diagnosed Dec 2011 IVF March 2012 BFP m/c 4weeks 5 days (IL, Prednisone) IVF#2w/DS July 2012 MEGA FAILURE BFN (IL, Dexamethasone) Diagnosed No real HLA Match, DQ Beta Triad, High TNF, Low NK Cells Oct 2012 Natural Cycle m/c 4wks (Lovenox, Prednisone) Went to Beer Center- high tnf, low lad, implantation failure
Nov/Dec 2012 LIT Treatment
Dec 12 Humira Jan 2013 BFP Humira,LIT,Prednisone, Lovenox, IVIG, Baby Aspirin Miracle Born August 2013 Premature
Hope your LO comes 4/5 days early!! I am jealous you live in NC!!
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui) #1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo #2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015 #4!!!!!!! due June 2017
TTC# 1 since 5/10 Me:34 Type 1 Diabetes, Ankylosing Spondylitis, Hypothyroid DH:35 Perfect DX: Unexplained IF Many IUI's with various meds all BFFN IVF #1 11/11 canceled due to OHSS IVF #2 Feb/March 2012 ET of 2 on day 3 4/7 BFP! 5/1 u/s blighted ovum IVF #3 July 2012 ET of 3 on day 3 7/24 BFP! Healthy baby girl born at 36w4d on 3/9/13
TTC #2
IVF #4 May/June 2014 ER 6/4 18R 8M 8F ET 6/9 1 blast, 2 frosties
Beta 6/18 BFFN
FET of 2 blasts 7/24...BFP!
Healthy baby girl born at 36w3d on 3/17/15
TTC#3 IVF #5 June 2018- PGS planned, no surviving embryos IVF #6 August 2018- ET of 2 on day 3 - Chemical pregnancy IVF #7 August 2019-....?
I hope your LO comes a few days early, but if not, I'm sure you're in great hands! Hopefully you two can FaceTime or something like that after the birth so he can see you both
It does sound like an amazing program, but totally stinks. I agree with everyone else, if he misses it you are 100% good to complain on here ,but I hope LO comes a few days early!
Me: 34 Unexplained IF, DH: 31, no issues
3 cycles of Clomid Jan-March 2012
3x BFN
IUI #1 Sept 2012 BFN
IUI #1 Oct 2012 (10/11/12) BFP!
Beta #1 10/26 313
Beta #2 10/29 1450
Beta #3 11/1 4202
U/S #1 11/13
Baby Girl born 7/3/13!!!
And now we begin again...
RE Consult 2/25
Baseline Bloodwork and U/S 3/4
Had a 22mm follicle on the R, getting ready to O on my own...BFN
AF 4/6, CD11 testing done 4/16
3 follies right (largest 18), 1 left (11.8). Lining 7.16
starting Estrace 4/16, trigger 4/16 with IUI likely 4/18
Oh my goodness, that would be stressful, so vent away! I can empathize a little bit. MH was in a program similar to that (though not as intense) where he traveled to Europe and Asia, both for 3 weeks. I never ended up getting pregnant during that time to which it would conflict, but it was definitely something we worried about.
If it was me, I'd ask to be induced. Even with family. But that's because my family is a little crazy
DH & I: 29 TTC #1 4/2009 - DD 2/5/10 TTC #2 since October 2011 2IF issues
I forgot to mention that I can't be induced because it's a VBAC- my OB is willing to strip my membranes, but that's it. I definitely don't want a RCS if I can help it- hence not scheduling a c-section.
jesselayne8- we live in Texas actually- the program is global, so you don't have to live in NC or even be on the Duke campus except for orientation and graduation. The classes meet all over the world in really cool cities- it's an awesome program and I'm just a little bit jealous
DH and I are Americans living an adventure in Kenya since 2011
DX: PCOS (annovulatory)
Feb 2012:IUI #1 w/ only 1M sperm and a single follie = BFP!
I forgot to mention that I can't be induced because it's a VBAC- my OB is willing to strip my membranes, but that's it. I definitely don't want a RCS if I can help it- hence not scheduling a c-section.
jesselayne8- we live in Texas actually- the program is global, so you don't have to live in NC or even be on the Duke campus except for orientation and graduation. The classes meet all over the world in really cool cities- it's an awesome program and I'm just a little bit jealous
Gotcha! I am from NC (living in KY) and miss it so much! Good luck with your VBAC!!
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui) #1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo #2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015 #4!!!!!!! due June 2017
I'm sorry you are stuck in the situation - I can see how "knowing" would be one thing, but as the calendar pages turn REALLY knowing would change the emotions. I hope that LO comes a little early, and if LO decides not to play nice, that the technology of 2014 lets DH support you and enjoy your guys special moment in as good a way as possible!
Married 6/08, TTC 7/09
MC w/ D&C 3/11 ~ 9.5 weeks
CP/MC 1/12 ~ 5 weeks
2 IUI's w/ BFN
IVF 6/12 ~ 8R, 0F ~ Rescue ISCI gave us 3dt of 2 (6 cell, 9+ cell)
I'm so sorry! MH had a business trip scheduled the week before E was due, and would have missed her birth if he had gone. Thankfully the trip got postponed until after her birth due to work reasons. But I know how you feel. I'm sorry you're in this situation. What a cool program for YH, and what a great opportunity for him. FX big time that LO cooperates and comes in time for YH to be there.
TTC with PCOS since November 2009
IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP! beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75 beta #2 11/28 = 2055 Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012! Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
That stinks. Im having a repeat c section as im to
worried about the risks of not having another and both of my labors before were
terrible with lots of issues, But I know its important to some people to do a
VBAC. I hope baby comes a bit early on their own. maybe with the doctor
striping you membranes and you doing a lot of walking and stuff it will happen
Timing can be so frustrating! I hope your LO comes a little early so that he can be there, but it is good to know you will have support regardless. >:D<
Re: DH might miss the birth
Anovulatory cycles, increased Synthroid Diagnosed Sep 2010
1 Clomid/Ovidrel BFN May 2011
Natural cycle Aug 2011 BFP M/C 4 Weeks
1 IUI Sept 2011 BFP M/c 7 weeks
Provera Dec 2011 BFP M/C 3 Weeks
IVF March 2012 BFP m/c 4weeks 5 days (IL, Prednisone)
IVF#2w/DS July 2012 MEGA FAILURE BFN (IL, Dexamethasone)
Diagnosed No real HLA Match, DQ Beta Triad, High TNF, Low NK Cells
Oct 2012 Natural Cycle m/c 4wks (Lovenox, Prednisone)
Went to Beer Center- high tnf, low lad, implantation failure
Jan 2013 BFP
Humira,LIT,Prednisone, Lovenox, IVIG, Baby Aspirin
Miracle Born August 2013 Premature
Yours doesn't have to be a sad story
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui)
#1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
#2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015
#4!!!!!!! due June 2017
Me:34 Type 1 Diabetes, Ankylosing Spondylitis, Hypothyroid DH:35 Perfect
DX: Unexplained IF
Many IUI's with various meds all BFFN
IVF #1 11/11 canceled due to OHSS
IVF #2 Feb/March 2012 ET of 2 on day 3 4/7 BFP! 5/1 u/s blighted ovum
IVF #3 July 2012 ET of 3 on day 3 7/24 BFP!
Healthy baby girl born at 36w4d on 3/9/13
TTC#3
IVF #5 June 2018- PGS planned, no surviving embryos
IVF #6 August 2018- ET of 2 on day 3 - Chemical pregnancy
IVF #7 August 2019-....?
TTC #2
___________________________________________________________________________
Trying for #1 since May 2010 l DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011
IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks
November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!
Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26
1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12 **TEAM GREEN!**
Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12
Trying for #2
FET #1 - October '13 - c/p l FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled l FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN
~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~
Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14 **TEAM GREEN!**
Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14
TTC #1 4/2009 - DD 2/5/10
TTC #2 since October 2011
2IF issues
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui)
#1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
#2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015
#4!!!!!!! due June 2017
I'm sorry you're in this situation. What a cool program for YH, and what a great opportunity for him. FX big time that LO cooperates and comes in time for YH to be there.
IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
beta #2 11/28 = 2055
Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
That stinks. Im having a repeat c section as im to worried about the risks of not having another and both of my labors before were terrible with lots of issues, But I know its important to some people to do a VBAC. I hope baby comes a bit early on their own. maybe with the doctor striping you membranes and you doing a lot of walking and stuff it will happen