My water broke for baby a at 8 on Saturday night and we went immediately to the emergency room and they did nothing and wanted to send us back home to "let these things pass" as in they weren't going to do anything for our boys and wanted me to go home and have a miscarriage. We drove back to our dr and hospital and they admitted us immediately. They did ultra sounds and both babies still had heartbeats and fluid around them so they gave us hope that they would be ok. I got an infection that caused me to get 105 temp and baby a (Lucas) didn't have a heartbeat anymore and they told us baby b (Ryan) was also going to be infected and there was nothing we could do to save him. We watched the ultra sound when we saw Lucas not moving and Ryan right next to him with a strong heartbeat and wiggling all over. It's breaks my heart to know I couldn't protect my babies the way they deserved to be. I would have given my life to save them. I can't even believe we lost our babies. We love them so much and were so ready to welcome then into our lives.
I am so, so sorry that this happened to you and your family. I can't even imagine what you're going through. Please know that it wasn't it your fault and that you protected them the only way you could. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh honey I can't even find the words to express the sorrow I am feeling for you and your family. I am so sorry that you are experiencing this devastating moment, and I pray that you find peace. Sending thoughts and prayers to you, your husband, and your precious angel babies. (((Hugs)))
I wish I had anything to say that would help. I can only imagine how incredibly painful this is. I'm in tears. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your whole family. Please be kind to yourself. You did everything you could.
In memory of the baby Hufflepuff and all the angel babies of D14
I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious little boys. I can't begin to imagine the pain you and YH must be feeling right now but it was not your fault. Please try not to blame yourself.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. This is so heartbreaking
Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10
BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14
I'm so sorry! Please know that your sweet babies only knew a world of comfort and love. Reach out to your family and especially a support group for comfort!
So awful. I'm so sorry for your losses. I hope you are able to take care of yourself as best you can. As PP have said, I hope you will be able not to blame yourself. My thoughts and prayers are definitely with you during this horrible time. Again, I am so sorry.
There are no words. There really aren't. I am so so sorry. I don't even know what to say. A loss like that has to be one of the worst things. I am praying for you and your boys in heaven.
IVF #1 began August 2013- BC, 4 days of Estrace, stimmed with Gonal F and Menopur, Ganirelix, 9R 5M 5F, Medrol and Doxycycline, 5 day transfer of 2 early blastocysts- good quality, Progesterone, Estrace, and baby aspirin, BETA on 9/20 BFN, IVF #2 began September 2013, stimming with Gonal F (higher dose) and Menopur, Ganirelix, 18R 14M 9F with ICSI, 5 day transfer of 2 BBs one was starting to hatch, 2 frosties: 1 BB and 1 AC, BETA on 10/21, BFN BETA was a 5- chemical
Getting some more testing and trying to figure out what the issue is before FET in December, started acupuncture on 11/10, RLP and some other BW nothing major to report except slightly high Prolactin. Prolactin was slightly high when I started with my RE and I already had an MRI which was Neg. Endo biopsy=negative. WTF is wrong with us???
12/18/13 FET of 1 BB and 1 AC. Hoping for a miracle. Beta 12/26 Low BETA-8 2nd BETA 5- chemical
After 3 failed transfers IDK where to go from here. Still no real answers as to why this isn't working. Getting a second opinion in February and looking into immune testing.
2/14- NEW RE- Immune testing showed a partial dq alpha match with DH- On prednisone and did intralipids prior to transfer. 3/14 Lupron, gonal f, menopur, HGH. ER 15 mature all 15 fertilized! 5dt of an early blast grade 1 and an expanded blast grade 2. BETA on 4/21. 1 grade 2 embryo frozen BETA #1 59 BETA #2 148 BETA #3 283 BETA #4 2,783! US at 6w2d shows 1 bean measuring right on track! HR 121. US at 8w3d measuring on track HR 177. Released form my RE. EDD 12/28
Re: Our boys were born at 19 weeks. So lost
Baby #1
Baby #2
~04/19/16 EDD 12/26/16~
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So so sorry to hear this! Thoughts and well wishes for you and your family.
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Lots of love TBBFF lobosabby!! Always rooting for the TTGP girls
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Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10 BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14
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Our #2 is on the way!
DS = 12/2/2014
Started TTC #2 = 7/2019
DX: Unexplained
BETA #1 59 BETA #2 148 BETA #3 283 BETA #4 2,783! US at 6w2d shows 1 bean measuring right on track! HR 121. US at 8w3d measuring on track HR 177. Released form my RE. EDD 12/28