I has my first official OB appointment today and it sucked. I wanted to have an ultrasound done and hear the baby's HB but the doctor said she didn't do that until 12 weeks bc she wanted the full U/S done and by then you will be able to hear it. Then I hear how ppl at 8 weeks could hear their baby's HB and I feel cheated. I know hormones are playing a part in me so upset but all I eat want to do is cry. I don't feel relieved or any of my fears put at ease by this visit. I felt like it was pointless and a waste of my time. I feel as though I cannot get excited about being pregnant bc I still have that high fear that I will miscarry.
Sorry for the long rant but I just needed to rant. My husband just doesn't understand why I am so upset and bless his heart he tries to make me feel better. Unfortunately it's not working. I hope everyone else is having a better night than me.