including labor and delivery?
I want to go natural because I think I can, I think I can!
I don't want to know the sex of the next baby, although DH does. If he tells me I'll probably kill him.
I'll be more involved with the birth. With Josie I was so focused on pushing that I kept my eyes closed the whole time. I didn't reach down to touch her head when they offered, I didn't watch her be born, I didn't get her on my chest and instead sent her to the warmer right away. Next time I want to watch the baby come out and I want to do skin to skin before they clean it.
Anyone else wanna do anything differently next time?